definetly reminds me of a little someone in my heart <3

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

summers coming to an end

so i havent register for school yet cause i ditch
registration to go to a live taping of a new show on disney
coming out in 2010 called "good luck charlie" it was really fun i met Bridget Mendler, Jason Dolley, and Shane Harper. WOW shane harper is so hot i told him he has to be my new boyfriend and he said yeah lol. crreeepyish yeah but hes like joe jonas number two and i gave him my bracelet :) that day was so worth waiting in the hot sun for a few hours :)

and hm yesterday rex and kenny came over then i went over to rex house got some food and we watched the wizard of waverly place movie! im surprise they sat through the whole movie and i made kenny watch the send it on video :)

ps- rex is major abusive

WOW major updation!

lol updations?
anywho its been so long since i've updated cause im super lazy we'll alots been going on for me. Since i have last updated i can say i met a few celebs/idols of mine ive been wanting to meet. And ha summer has started and its ending in two weeks i think LESS. over the summer i had my sweet 16 went to an ashley tisdale concert and v factory, went to a few jonas, jordanspark, honor society, wonder girls cocnert. A great summer but DEFINETLY did noot beat summer 08.

I've met new and wonderful people, lost some people, and drifted from others. But i managed to keep the super important ones. Moving and a breakup can change a group of friends. and guys are very scandalous thats what i've learn this summer. My birthday was crazyyyy not as great as last year but there was so many people there so it was fun i was kinda bummed rex kent a gee had to leave early but that phone call rex and kent gave me later really made my bday. Good friends like them <3 and good friends who came<3 i honestly think i have changed since last summer look and personality wise. i havent been making the greatest choice this summer. but i sure dont regret them


PS ughhh texting isnt the BIDNESS

5/8/09 best day

so i haven't blogged in a while so heres a quick check up well a while a go i went to the Hannah Montana the movie premiere and i met most of my idols like Miley and Taylor swift so theres a quick update


but heres a better update on friday was my dance show and ive been working hard for months to perfect my dance i tried my hardest but my crowd said i did great ahah and this random guy came up to me and told me i rip it uppp LMAO and before the show started all the girls in the dressed roomed prayed that was a video moment it was so much fun working with everyone and in the dressing room was fun
i would like to tahnks sothy, drew, leon, branden, camia, amerra, danielle,alchie,jimmy, and jamil and all the other people who came to support me ahaha after the show we went to supermex and yogurtland so that was really one of the best night i wouldnt change it :) thanks for coming everyone and for supporting me

KIIS FM

ohh and my pic got on thier website

honor society jonas!?!?!? house of blues

yesterday 3/28/09 was super awesomeeee so me and rachel went to the honor society concert yesterday in hollywood at the house of blues and we waited in line for hmmm around 7 or 8 hours the doors opened at 7pm so we made friends and while we waited i met this band called allstars they are SUPER DUPER CUTE and got picture with them and them me and rachel met Tiffany Thorton from Sonny With a Chance and got a picture with her then we got inside at 7 and me rachel and our new friends pushed to the front we were basically frontt row well i separated from the crowd like they kept pushing so hard i couldnt breathe i was sweating bullets but at least i was in the front like only one person was infront of me ahh and KSM performed she was really good and we saw demi lovato and mitchell musso upstairs then honor society performed ahh they were soooo awesomeeeeeee and right after THE JONAS BROTHERS PERFORMED ahhh JOE cutted his hair :/ i love it but its....different but i saw the jb again it was like the most horrible concert cuase it was toture but the best cause i was in the front and jonas were there and i met tiffany :)

Jonas Brothers 3D

yeahh its a little late cause i havent been on but since now im on let me tell you about my jonas 3d experience that movieeee was SUPER AMAZINGGGG taylor swift and demi were gorgeous and JOE'S BODY IS HOTTTTT well i just love that movie overall but they didnt play love bug :/ booo! but still amazing cant wait till its out on DVD

90210! Lovebug?

So this is kinda late but i havent been bloggin but since now im here ill tell you
last tuesday was AMAZING i was watching 90210 and in the end this amazing song called LOVE BUG by the jonas brothers playeeeddd well unfortunetly today is Valentines day and sadly im super sick yesterday i went to the doctor they said i had bronchitis and a fever so i have to stay in today but atleast ill be watching SNL and the Jonas brothers are guest staring :)

SisterHood

Xi soroity is basically a sisterhood, a bond, a friendship
today was one of my most intense meeting. Today was the day we cut the girls who arent going to be in it. Being from this soroity isnt a hand out its like a gift cause life without these girls would be like life without real friends cause i know these girls has everyone best intrest at heart and i know that Ana, Ace, Melody, Sophanny and all the other girls, mostly everysingle one of them has my back, has each others back, and are REAL sorry to say but it would suck if you werent from their cause basically i hated going to Jordan but when i was asked to join their sisterhood thats when Jordan became a bit better knowing that the girls are real and that i had more friends and that we all had a special bond :)

lesson well learned

were all kids and were in the process of learning who we are
sometimes im a bad friend and i make mistakes and it may take me
days, weeks, months, and years for me to learn my mistake
im going to reapeat it but its something you have to live with
love it or hate it
friendship is super important during this process of finding who you are
sometimes im not a great friend but at least my friends accept that and that
they are great friend
im so happy for all the new people i have met its just amazinggg
and im happy to rekindle my friendships i wanna write about like all of my friendships
but maybe in a later blog when i have wayy more time cause its gonna take me quite a while to write that blogggg

but yay tomorrow no school

GRAMMY!?!?

wooot the grammy is like my super bowl

TAYLOR SWIFT AND MILEY DUET was sooo amazing

the jonas brothers and stevie wonder was amazing
cold play won quite a fewww grammys

MIA woahhh shes a trooper she performed at the grammy while shes pregnant and shes suposly DUE todayyy woahh!
it was just wonderfulllllll

Happy Birthday Sophanny

Today is Sophanny's Birthday so we went to hang out at her house it was me, Dom, Jimmy, Jamil, Rex, Mel, Tawny and someother people then after we went to Del amo Mall after doing A BILLION of U-turns ahhhh and we picked up rex best friend Trish she was pretty awesome and we just went shopping at Del amo mall but we were stucked in one store for hours cause it was just so funn lol but that was pretty much it ohh i came home and my brother bought me a JONAS BROTHERS bag how awesome right?
and i watched the premiere of TAYLOR SWIFT new video WHITE HORSE mannnn it was AMAZING and beautiful and sad but awesome

http://www.cmt.com/videos/taylor-swift/339356/white-horse.jhtml?

Dance Spectrum 2009

So yesterday was the dance spectrum at poly highschool when all 8 schools in LBUSD do a show
so pamela picked me up and took me to cerritos mall so we can get some yogurt land yay my fav

then after we went to poly and watched the show we sat with some of the XI girlss
out of all schools i gotta say JORDAN HIGH SCHOOL ROCKED IT and CAMS was pretty awesome too but during jordan performance there was non stop screaming wooot!

i just got twilighted

have you heard that phrase "she notebooked me?"
well i didnt get notebooked i got twilighted!!!
my sister twilighted me. That movie is the best movieee everrrr true, passionate, real, and beautiful love seriously i love that movie more that anything its so amazing it makes you think about life and everything that movie touched my heart i love it so much



well today was FREEZING cold it started to rain
it was a great day we did rush week for XI our outfits were super cuteeee
but it started to rain and most girls were in skirts and heels :O
but it was still fun then i came home and watched twilight AGAIN!!!!


zebra's up

Economy Crashin?!

i spent my morning waiting in lines at Denny's with jimmy dom and rexx LOL
today they gave out free breakfast since the economy SUCKS?!
so give back! :)

i also spent the rest of my day calling in Kiis FM trying to win taylor swift tickets
no luck :/

who i am

friendship is one of the most important things in the world beside family
all the memories you collect with them comes a long way
you have your good friends, your bad friends, and your bestfriend
its not the big fun things that make the memories last
its the small little things that makes you cherish the moments
like turning something boring into something fun
for example like going to bestbuy with a BUNCH of your bestfriends
to play the guitars, drums, and video games
or walking home with them and using a newspaper as a football
its the little thing turning anything boring to fun or adventures

theres fakes friends and real friends and im in the process of learning who my real friends are
and who my fake friends are

whos been there with me through the journey whos supports my goal even if they arent realistic
every moment i spend with them i remember it they accept me for who i am as i accept them for who they are even as annoying as they are but they always accept me for my annoyanceness and naggyness they accept me as who i am.

how i feel about you now

& there's no moving on cause i know your the one

you live, you learn, and you make mistakes
you waste your days liking someone who doesnt like you back
life isnt fair? or maybe its just not right for you
your confused !
you like him, you love him?
we all question life but dont regret it
we have our lucky days and our bad days
but god has been blessing me with so many luck that i cant let one bad tragic
mess me up
i have my dreams, my goal, and my career in mind
STRIVE!

...in a long time

well this is my first blog i dont know why i started to blog but i am so today i hung out with rex, sophanny, and farley all we did was play games then they left me. And yesterday i went to the mall with rex, sophanny, my brother, and alchie me and alchie havent been friends for few months and yesterday in a long time we finally hung out for like the first time in two or more months it was super fun having the group all together again i sure did miss it. Although me and alchie are friends again and i told him everything how ive been feeling since we havent been friends, you would think all the baggage is gone and that elephant is off your shoulder but it still feels like its still all there and theres a huge elephant on my shoulder still. What else should i do if i already talked it over with him. I hope me and alchie would be friends for eternity cause he means so much to me and we've been through so much, i would also have rex and sophanny be my friends forever i hope i keep everyone.

OMG but im so excited cause tickets for the taylor swift concert is coming upppppp i hope i get front row seatssss

i remember all the concerts ive been too like on
11/22/08-DEMI LOVATO& Elliot Yamin concert
11/23/08- Jonas Brothers Concert with Jordan Sparks,Jesse McCartney, Demi Lovato, Frankie J, and Honor Society. We also saw Selena Gomez and Camille Bell but they didnt perform
11/30/08- JONAS BROTHERS& HONOR SOCIETY concert BIG ROBBBB Camilla bell papa jonass :)
12/31/08 Going to see Miley Cyrus for miley surprise supersize FNMTV thingy and Metro Station and Mandy Jiroux :) went to pink carpet tooo :)

i live for concerts just like people live for music but going to concerts just makes my heart explodes the environment the people and everythinggg people clapping screaming singing waving thier hands its just wonderful